Morbid Soul

Welcome to hell. Post your writings and art here, chat with people as crazy as you. Please keep your hands and feet inside until the ride comes to a complete stop.

Okay, so after about 2 days of frustration, I’ve upgraded the site code to allow everyone to have their very own http://morbidsoul.com/username blog site. If you’ve ever used WordPress, it works just like WordPress (because it runs on the WP code). If you haven’t, you’ll catch on pretty fast, but if you need any help, just email/message me.

Also, I believe you can use any WordPress themes on your blog as well.

You may have to refill in your profile info, those of you that filled it out. Updating lost some of that stuff. But it’s all good now

Let me know what you guys think <33

I’m drowning in memories, fading into apathy

Breathing is impossible without the past filling my lungs

Suffocating me, someone help me I’m falling into forever

I forget what today is, knowing only yesterday

Never dreamed I’d end up like this, endless loop of misery

Run away now, like everyone else, I’m bleeding, only you can’t see

It’ll all end in tears, it always does, never fear, my love

Don’t worry, I’m crazy, so it all makes sense to me

These things I see out of the corners of my eyes, moving

The world is different through my eyes of insanity

Outside the boundaries of infinity

That’s where you’ll find me, seething, waiting

For what, I’ll never know, but neither will you

A simple thought of the past turns to horror

Psychosomatic visions of you and me

Beautiful, wonderful, but then it’s over

Can’t breathe again, scratching, bleeding

Thrashing, violent, hatred building

NEVER FUCKING LEAVE ME

Screaming into the night, no one hears me

Who am I screaming to? The wind

Were you ever really real to begin with?

Or just another vision of the past?

“Luca, it’s time for your medicine”

FUCK YOU, GO AWAY, I’M FINE

Neverending battles between fantasy and reality

Is there a difference anymore?

I love you, but I don’t know if you’re real

Maybe I’m still in the institution

Dreaming the lucid dreams of a psychopath

Blurring the lines of reality and fantasy

Medication keeping me safe inside this shell

Who am I? Slashing, cutting, confused

“LUCA! STOP THAT!”

FUCK YOU, YOU’RE NOT REAL!

I love you more than anything

I need you more that anything

Just to be real, but no matter how much I believe

I can still just wake up from this dream

Alone in my cell again

Scars on my wrists and arms

Your heart in my mind

Just another memory

But even still, you’ll always be

The one memory that I cherish most

Please be real

I need you

Feeding into the animalistic sensations,
Bleed them out, replaced with circuits and wires
Wash away the death, bringing back the pain
Never seeming, always knowing
The end is near, the day that never comes

Struggle with this fear, these emotions
Instructional defects, never understanding why
Sever it all, break it all down, start over again
Drain my life and fill me with hope
But I think I might have a leak
I’m always slowly losing hope.

Grasping onto something I can never have
Seeing that this is not me, you are not me
Building this world around it, but never knowing
That it’s just a dream, wake me up, bleeding again
Vicodin smiles, from me to you, never let it go

Seething screams echoing in the hive
Never me, never you, but always me
I’m in the scene again, the one that I hate
Almost to the end, but then it’s take two
Scream to infinity, look to eternity
Never coming, never coming
Always running, in my dreams,
I’m always running

I’ve finally said fuck it to all the other sites and decided to go all out and upload all of this to my own webserver. Pain in the ass, yes, but in the end, I hope it’s worth it. Let me know what all you motherfuckers think

So Ning closed the free accounts (and started charging $50 a month!) and Grou.ps was too buggy. I decided to pay a little bit and get my own host here. Right now I’m using a bundled coding system called Buddypress for the site. It’s still in progress, so watch for updates

They will be releasing a new version within the next couple months, so when they do, I plan to update the system with the new version once it’s betatested and such. When it’s updated there will be the possibility of each of you having your own blog (m3rcury.morbidsoul.com for example), so you guys need to let me know if that’s something you’d be interested in, or if you’d rather just have it post to the front page as a community blog like it does now. Personally, I think this way is probably the best, especially to have your art seen and get people’s attention.

Okay a few new things: Most of your stuff is at the top on the bar above the logo (profile, picture uploads, chat, etc.). If you want to comment on something just click on the Reply button. As far as blogs go, that’s on the right side, you post blogs the same way I do; post whatever you want, esp. writings and essays and such. Also posting art pictures and blogs with links to your music is a great way to get your work seen and heard! If you have any question go ahead and send me a private message.

PS: If  you need to go to the old site for whatever reason, it’s still here.

-M3rcury Morbid-